Thursday, September 20, 2012



Serving Mistress Maria
Where to begin?!!! I have been serving Mistress Maria for about six months now I believe, time has warped in that time. I entered into an eight month contract to serve her daily. For this I am given daily tasks and one or two online sessions per week. The tasks change weekly, but are difficult to complete daily. When not done I get punished in various ways. For instance, this morning I had to put on sissy wear, a wig and wear 20 pegs on my face and video it for 5 full minutes. I also had to take and send pictures of this to her including the video.
Tasks are quite humiliating and Mistress probably now has over two thousand pictures of me. I have to do daily essays on the True Blood series. I am forced to put on makeup daily and dress in sissy clothes and take pictures of all of this. I am currently doing corner time daily standing on a spike mat for 30 minutes. I do my best to retweet all her tweets every day. I am currently in this week made to eat pig food which is absolutely disgusting. She has me wearing hose when at home as well as a collar.
As tough as this might sound it just gets more difficult each week. Mistress has a very imaginative mind and keeps up with me daily. I am also asked to do writing assignments which are a complete pain in the ass. She sets things up so it is literally impossible to cheat.
Mistress Maria keeps you on your toes. In all respect if you can get into her bidding, she will make sure she keeps things true. I have respect despite as much as things might be difficult on me, she puts in a lot of work on keeping up with those that serve her. You have to have a lot of respect for that aspect of dealing with her.
Hmmm, She has gotten into my head. I dream about all the things I will have to do the next day. I am learning that procrastination does not work. If you get behind you pay for it. Like having to dip a q-tip in wasabi and stick it in your urethra deep. And for instance she will watch you do this on cam. The other day in a session she put a hurting on me so bad that I had to curl up in the bed for hours and couldn’t even open my eyes for two hours. I peed blood, got sick, it certainly was not fun. Today I have to make a video eating the pig food again because she didn’t think I completed it. Of course I will do it, but it certainly is not fun, plus she implies she is thinking of how to make it more disgusting.
Regardless, if you are thinking of a unique, humiliating and painful experience, she fits the bill. She likes to see human suffering! Happy days ahead…

Saturday, September 1, 2012

Session

Last night Mistress got me to the point I had to call red. I had over thirty pegs on my body from my head to my toes. I also used icy hot and wasabi on my face, hair, genitals and even in the nostrils. This happened all while on cam. I was a seething and crying mass of pain.